One badminton game. Has wrecked it all. Or was it simply me and my damn mouth.
I’m feeling juvenile. Because people I’m dealing with are juvenile. Or so I think.
Dear God, I do not know how to grow your team. The old are ageing. The young are non-committal. While I would like to take one of my them under my wings, the non-commitment is driving me insane. Anyway, that non-commitment has driven the relationship into the thrash can.
Why do we have feelings/emotions? Can we not? I rather live in a world where there is no love/emotions. In that way, I can function mechanically. No emotions attached. Dear God, can you harden my heart? Because, these emotions are literally killing me.
One badminton game.
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